{the one before} Jan. 24, 2005 {the most recent one}

12:38 a.m.

My crush has a girlfriend. That makes me sad. I think he's too young for me anyway...and I know I'm too busy for him.

I have just a few days left before heading west for my new, big, super important for my career - job. I'm nervous and freaked and excited and not quite ready in a very get me outta here sorta way.

I sabotaged my 30 by 30 plan today...and yesterday.....sigh. Tomorrow is a new day. And there will be exercise and there will be portion control. Tomorrow is also weigh day. That will put a huge perspective on it as well.

I'm on myspace now if any of you have joined that. I don't really check Friendster anymore.

fancyass